Sleep Study – 12 Days Abstinent

Peggy (mom):  Due to some issues with leg swelling, etc., my doctor ordered a sleep study for me to check for sleep apnea among other things.  At first, I was angry because several people assumed I had sleep apnea.  Of course, the addict in me just knew it was because of my excess weight and... Continue Reading →

“The Plan”

INTRO: I tell myself it'll be okay but majority of the time I don't believe it. I'm afraid of what I am and of my own mind.  Sometimes I fear that I'll never get better, that I'll just remain stuck, and never escape from my own mind. At times I feel like trying to just... Continue Reading →

Overeaters Rehab – Part 3

Peggy (mom):  When I called the rehab facility and they told me I was going to have to give up caffeine while I was there, I looked down at my TWO cups of coffee (I didn't want to have to walk back to the kitchen for a second cup) and thought this was NOT going... Continue Reading →

Please fix me

PEGGY (mom):  I was close to my mother and had the privilege to take care of her while she fought a courageous battle with colon cancer.  She was stoic, brave and she never complained.  While this may have made it easier to care for her, it made it even harder to say good-bye to such... Continue Reading →

Stop the voices!

Peggy (mom):  It happened so often, I just thought it was normal.....or maybe I thought it was so abnormal I didn't want to share it with anyone....the voices.  Yes, THOSE voices...the ones that were constantly in my head.  Some people may call it "self-speak" or "self-talk"....whatever their names were...I hate them.  Funny much as... Continue Reading →

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